I wonder if I’ll be okay?
Will I ever be happy?
This world makes everything harder,
My family feels like nothing but a bother,
Loneliness is what I feel,
But if I tell someone they’ll just think I’m making a big deal,
Out of nothing and say that I’m wrong,
They’ll just tell me to stop listening to those sad songs,
Why didn’t you listen?
I screamed and screamed but yet you closed your ears,
You waited for me to turn 18 to finally hear my piece,
But now my own thoughts won’t even let me sleep,
And now I don’t know how to feel,
So I hurt myself to give me a rush,
Suicide doesn’t seem so scary again,
You never cared then now hush.
~a sleepy ghost~