I’m fine. Just fine.

How can I love

When I don’t know what it is

I always heard fighting

And yelling as a kid

Cheating

And lying

Their relationship

Dying

Is that why I have

An unhealthy look of love

Why one day I don’t want it

And the next I want it so much

So much that I cry and hurt myself

Because I want it so badly

But since they always fought and screamed

I won’t ever be able to love sadly

I hate this

Sounding so sad

I’m so fucking desperate

And I’m drinking my sadness from a glass

Darling please

Don’t expect much from me

I’ll probably only hurt you

And make you hate me

I think it’s better that I just

Stay to myself

Don’t worry about me love

I don’t need help

I’m fine

~a sleepy ghost~

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Author: Liv

Just a suffering Victorian era ghost stuck in the past but loves modern music, sushi, and singing despite being really boring.

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